dont know what to say

For the most part today was a pretty good day, the evening on the other hand has made me want to do nothing but scream! At the same time I feel bad about getting upse over little things compared to what I know sooo many friends are dealing with. I am actually frustrated to the point of not being able to get what I want to say into words that will actually make sense to anyone else (or even to me) I will post more tomorrow. I just need to get this off my chest some if I am going to be able to relax tonight. I have found someone I can talk to about this but thats going to have to wait till next week (its better then a 5 month waiting list one place told me about). OK tomorrows post will be longer with more details I just needed to scream without screaming for tonight.